English Course #12 "Oh Love"

      " Love " one word that has so many meanings in it. Everyone need love and you don't need to buy love, because love is created from yourself, from your feeling. It's hard to describe love, no one know when the love is come, regardless of age and gender. But love can be dangerous and also can make you lose consciousness. The reality is love always make someone hurt. That is the reality I always seen. Even many peoples decided to suicide cause of love. Love is dangerous. Need parental supervision, and stay away from children under 3 years old. Trust me.

     " From the eyes down to the heart " that is the process of love, when you feel you like someone from the first look, your heart will feel that you fall in love. And your heart try to convince your mind that he/she is the real that you really want. And then you try any way to make it yours. No matter if she/he feels the same. But if it's not? That would be a trouble. And then you feel broken heart and despair. That's the fact of love. You can't force yourself to make him fall in love with you. You will feel so depressed and agitated to do crazy things. It's something usually happen when you can't do anything to make it yours. And you will hear "shaman acts of love rejected".

     Well, love is not only about you and your mate. In the other side, love also be a part of your family and your friends. Have you ever feel it? Love is not about you say and do something perfect for your mate, but you  never do it for your family or your friends. Maybe it simple but has a thousand meanings for them. The perfect life is how you can make it balance about your love to your family, your friends, your mate, your God  or even it's your pets. Because love doesn't look at anything. When you feel it you can have it but you must control it. For me love is kinda like something that you really need in this world, that could be your power, and the peoples said it the power of love?!

     You can't live alone in this world, you need someone beside you, no matter who they are. You need someone to help you solve your problem. No matter it's your friends or your family. Don't feel it by yourself. Love is beautiful when it comes to you, it can give you special feeling and a lot of fantasy. Have it and control it. 

-Regards-

English Course #11 "Untiteld"

     Eighteen years has been past, and I'm still standing here. You and I grew up together. It was a very beautiful moment at the first. But as the time goes by it has changed. Now we are getting stronger than before, but this earth is getting older. Don't you feel the world is not friendly again? I think we has a same feeling about it. So many thing I have seen, in every media I saw that this world is being in disaster, war and all forms of criminality. Can we live in peace? Don't you comfortable with your surroundings around you? Maybe yes, if you life in a palace or luxurious housing. But in the other side, those people who live within the limits may feel differ. They are only dreaming about what the other people said peace and luxuries. Only dreaming.

     "So, what can we do now?" that is the question they always said, and my closest friend said "Nothing". Why they can said so easily, I always wonder. Do they not care? Or too busy with their affairs maybe. For me "making mistake is a lot better than not doing anything". Trust me it works. Start with surroundings around you, don't be so selfish we live together in this world. We were feeling, we were fighting when we felt it was not comfortable again. I know, no matter how indifferently they are, they still has a feeling. A feeling to do something well. No matter who you are, if you really-really care, you must be do something better for this world. 

     Now, so many act for save our environmental, from many organization tried to kept our environmental, kept our culture for our next generation. They have a big respect about it. Not because of the imagery, but more than that they really-really serious to kept our environmental. one of the action is against the construction of the Bali International park. They did demonstrations in front of the governor's office to cancel the project. The reason is because we don't have enough capacity anymore in South Bali. Come on, this world is getting narrower, don.t be so selfish that will hurt many people. 

     Try to fight against yourself, if you are really care, you will do something better for our world. And this is not only about an imagery, but as a reminder and a reflection of what you and I was feel. 

-Regards-